Monday, April 13, 2009
13.04.09
As usual I am surpose to meet hubby for dinner.
But he went out to play billard with Ben and Dai ti.
As uausl, I stay home and waited for him.
Tomorrow I have to work early and I got to wake up at 6AM as my daddy wont be fetching me.
Bike broke down.
Therefore, I sms hubby and asked him to come back early so i can rest early.
Waited and waited.
I sms him at 10.38 and was told he on the way.
11.20 he was still on the way.
So angry.
He lied to me.
You dont have to take 1 hrs time to travel from East Coast to KB.
Attitude, Angry and Upset me.
I angry he did not be frank to me, he lied to me and he never think for me.
Selfish.
As usual, I am surpose to sleep over at his place.
I sms him and told him forget it dont meet le.
But soft hearted and I did went over.
Attitude me keep complaining and end up quarrel.
He did not apologised for his faults at first and yet shouted at me.
What to do? What can I said?
But to shut up.
Am I asking too much?
No.
I just want you to have a though for me.
I complain cos I want you to understand and realise how I feel.
Not to quarrel with you.
But Miscommunication alway lead us to quarrel.
Just how much I stand in you?
Just how much you love me?
I can only see I'm a failure girlfriends.
But I have been trying very hard really to give you th best and keep the relationship smooth.
I lost it once I dont wish to lost it again.
I had never regret being with you cos I simply just love you too much.
Dear is it very difficult to be have more care and corncen, love and though towards me?
I dont know and I want to know
I'm just afraid to lost you.
God bless.
10:05 PM
