Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Shout!:Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling so vexed!=(

Today i miss my hubby so much but will never know.

During my lunch break, I msg him to ask if he can come fetch me?No reply.

Call him, Phone off.

An hour later, he called and told his phone no reception.

I asked why took u so long. He said" I with adam wash car ma."

I was curious why is it so long and i asked.

Well, i got nothing but scolded again.

" why must wash so fast lei", he said. and send me a sms: " I already told you i with adam wash car, why must you ask why so long?" " I really dont like it like you checking on me."

Sad =( sad =(sad =( He asumed that I know he wash his car with adam "themself" and not give ppl wash( petrol station- car wash).

Before I can explain myself of my curiousness i got all the scolding.

I told him that i have FTT test today last mins well i know it my faults( but he alway meet his friends last mins too- he got the feeling i feel now?)He angry and said dont meet.

After my FTT, i msg him meet later and I was told he playing billard.

I msg him again and asked what time he back but, No reply.

I reached KB and went to eat with keat.

He meet edwin, bee and keat'd friend mahjiong while i wait for hubby.

He reched home, He walked past and i was so happy.

My greeting was ignore.

I went over to his place to get my pillow and now, i back @ my ah ma hse and didnt went over his place as he going out to eat.

I cant go cos tml i still have to work.

During this momemt, we didnt faced each others or talked.

Dear: Actually i have been trying to find time to company you, but i were mostly left behind by you.

I know you need your freedom. I wont stop you.

Just to hope you know that how much you mean to me and how much i need you.

I have been wishing till now.... I really hope you know.

Hope we can be as loving as we are. Peace and love.

=(i dont want quarrel le, hao ma=(

Goodnight.

(Another Tears night...)