Monday, June 8, 2009
I want nothing but your love.
I dont mind if you wealth or poor.
I dont mind anything as long as I with you.
I SIMPLY LOVE YOU WITH NO REASONS!
I love you.
And I can giveup anything just for you.
Please dont hurt me again like how it is in the past.
It terrible.
When you are gone, you left me empty.
My soul was taken away and I became another person.
Althoug these few years we were apart but my feeling for you are still strong.
It still hurt when I see you with her but who know?who care?
I still have to put on the mask and carry the show.
It hurt.
I still can remember all those sence when you are with her.
I was just nothing and so transparent to you.
Bleed~
Round and round we are back together again.It was like a miracle.Icouldnt believe and I was so happy.
Now you were all mine.
Things in your cupboard keep makes me remind her.
Remind me that I'm the extra.
Remind me that how much you love her.
Remind me how important is she to you.
I tried HARD to avoid SEEING all the stuff I HARD tried to FORGET.
BUT i just CANT!
"Especially when I see the ABLUM"
It show how happy you were when with her, how much she meant to you, how much you love her.
I HOPE I HAD NEVER SEEN IT AND I CAN FORGET WHAT I SEE!!!!!
Yes I am jealous I hate my self that I just could get her out of your heart hate myself for not able to let you love me more.
I HATE myself!
BUT I will never giveup I will still work hard and I want you to see that I truely love you, no one will LOVE YOU MORE THAN I DO!
WHAT LOVE?
-HATEHATE HATE!
-LOVELOVELOVE!
-JEALOUSJEALOUSJEALOUS!
I just want a simple life.
I just need you to be by myside no matter what.
6:25 AM
