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2010-01-22T11:45:00.000-08:00

I DO ENVY AND JEALOUS LOVING COUPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOMETIMES I DO JEALOUS MY SISTERS AND FRIENDS!

CONGRATS THOSE WHO FOUND THEIR MR AND MS RIGHT AND HAVE
OWN HAPPINESS!

JIAYOU ALL! YAO XIN FU WOR~

2010-01-22T11:08:00.000-08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a day man! I 'm so pissed off now blood boiling!

Just now went to Yishun Dam for rounding, meet darren and his team...(they bbq there =.=" Stay there awhile, about 12 plus, we went to eat nasi lemak and went back to Yishun dam again.....Meeting mas's friends.(Through out the yishun dam I'm just still inside the car and played with i phone.)

After showing off the sound systems, about 1 plus we off to Toa Payoh to play billard. We reached there about 230 and it closed at 3. So while they deciding where to head to, I'm too tired so i asked mas to send me back KB first...

I expected he will be worry for me as I go to walks up alone and tot he will send me to my house. I'm just too navie I know he would nv do it automatily unless he is ask to do so and he will do it unwillingly. Well in the end, i asked him " so I 'm going up myself!" No choice, in the end he do it unwillingly!Send me to lift and passed me the hse key...

--->Is wrong to ask my bf to fetch me back home in the mid of the night?Am I too navie? I know he not this type of person and I pins so much hope on him.

I'm was so pissed off! I couldnt decide should i go back home stay or go his hse?!!!!!!!

Really damn angry!

But stupid foolish monkey me still went back to his hse.Haix!
I'm so angry with myself that I could not angry him for long!
I'm so useless!

Somtimes it isnt my faults and everything seem to turn out to be my faults?! WHY?!

Now ... I started to lose faith in myself...he couldnt shows me enough love, care and concern. I start to think what am I to him? how much I stand?My minds run wild at times cos I dun feel secure.=(I feel I'm being treated for granted at times.

------> Just what is important guys? is it gf or friends?

I Hate it!Hate Myself!I dunno what else i can do le...haix i had tried all sort of ways but dun seem help...

When he is serious and nice i do loves him lots!I also appreciated for those things he had done for me... how much I wish times can just stop oways at the great moments.

Ni hai ai wo ma?
-This is our second chance i had done a lots and changed a lots I did my best le... if it isnt good enough i'm sorry...
(Ai yi ge ren hao nan!) SNG JIAN WEN THOMAS!

Wo hen lei le... wo bu xiang zai wan cai cai de you xi le!
( No more guessing game)

Thank there is blog if not I'm really dun neo where can I share my troubles!
=) I'm feeling much better le!=)

LOH MIN'ER JIAYOU!JIAYOU!
-I have to remind myself "jiayou"
no more crybaby!Strong!

JUST WHAT LOVE?=)
TRUST?
CARE?
LOVE?
COMCERN?
THOUGHT?
GENTLE?
RESPECT?
FORGIVING?
GIVING IN?
EFFORT?
APPRECIATIVE?

dear do we have all this?

2009-11-20T22:26:00.001-08:00

When I'm down who knows? who the one for me?

2009-11-20T22:04:00.000-08:00

What for breakfast today?
rice? porridge? bread?

answer: none but tears of salt and diappointment.

mon to wed: he after work he went out with friends and i'm all alone.
thurs to sunday: morning work-noon went out with his friends.
thurs nite he dota i sleep.
friday nite sometime go out catch a movie and went for foods with friends together if not he dota i sleep.
saturday nite go out with friends together.
sunday nite go out with friends together.

where times for me? or you mean the times we sleep together is count as pei me?
am I the one being unreasonable or theone attitude?
am I wrong to ask for more time being with me?
just what wrong? what happen? why cant we be like other couples?
friends play and enjoyment is it really that more important?
then what am I to you?

I tried to make noise and quarrel to get attentions.
I tried to talk in a nice manner but you also werent serious.
I tried and tried but it all fail.
I'm a failure in love because of you.

Just what is a relationship to you?
what does a gf mean to you?
what is the role of a bf?
Tell me can?I'm tired of guessing.
I just seem to not able to enter to yyour world.

All my love hope and wish seem to be fail.
I'm tired =(

Through my experience, I promise to be strong and never shed a tears for guy.
But will am I still so weak? why is it you?

You always make me lost myself make me weak.

My love seem to be lost.... I cant be moving it alone

I'm tired...

I'm totally down...

BUT I'm already cant stop myself for falling deeper.........................................................................................

2009-10-17T20:32:00.000-07:00

How about tonight?

2009-10-17T20:08:00.000-07:00

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It's ours day TODAY !
(18-10)

Today is our 1st anniversary after patch. Have you forgotten?
will it be a surprising one or a disappointing one?
more on disappointing ba...
you were busy working and had never tell my your plan about today and i hinted you.
Well..........so I acted blur and mute too.
very disappointed indeed.

Although add up the years that we had been together... our anniversary shouldn't be celebrated? be remember?
shouldn't it be a memorable day filled with love?
why can't we like other couples? so loving and so sweet.
Is it the time we spend together were too long; everyday ,that why we don't feel the important of each other?
Human will only treasure after they lost.I don't want that to happen again.

I don't need flower, don't need gift your little actions will touch me.
Cause you meant a lots to me.

Totally disappointed...=(
Totally neglected....=(

Hao nan guo wor...=(

BGR already no anniversary what will happen next?=(

(dear if you happen to see this i don't mean anything, i didn't blame you cause I know you busy working but really kinda disappointed)

2009-10-10T21:31:00.000-07:00

This is the only place where Linda can pour out all her troubles.

Linda is so envy

She was so envy of her girlfriends around her.
She envy that their BF are gentle towards them.
She envy that their BF are so caring and concern about them.
She envy that their BF are always there for them.
She envy that their BF never neglect them even in big group outing.
She envy envy envy envy....!!!
But he will never understand.

Linda's wish
He will talks to her more.
He will care and concern her more.
(They meet everyday but the time they talk are less than 50 sentences per day, and there are no sms through out the day even in his free time, could you imagine?!)- Linda is totally upset! =(
He will love her more.
She need security!
(She wondering and her mind run wild!)
He will be more gentle to her. (No more attitude, it hurts! What the points of apologized when she already hurt?)
He will be more understanding towards her.(Have he ever though what she wamts?)
He will always be there for her no matter what.
He will accompany her more.(There lots of places and things she wish her BF will go and do with her, but she knows it will never happen.)
He will never neglect her again. (Possible?! Hahas )

After years of together, she doesn't deserve more understanding, love, care and concern ?

Linda was totally upset for the past three days!
He will never knows and understands words and small actions of his can hurt her so much.........................................................................................................................................
She break down into tears.
Does he know?
Hahas, he will never know.

BUT

LINDA JUST SIMPLY LOVE HIM!
DOES HE STILL REMEMBER THE DAY?
I DOUBT SO =)

NO MORE CRYBABY
NO MORE TEARS
MIN'ER JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!
=)

2009-09-19T03:20:00.000-07:00

Yawn yawn yawn... so tired.
ytd went to "Neverland" Thai Disco for adrian's birthday.
Fuck man it so boring...
after that went to rebel
NB boring too songs nv really nice.
what a day man... reach home around 5 plus then sleep.
didnt sleep well ma de!
i got nightmare! and woke up at 11 plus.
It him and her again!
Y cant she just get lost of my sight!
wtf!
and dear's phone keep ringing!
ma de!
happy time alway keep disturb by others!
ma de!
went for ah ma praying just now, just ended...
AH MA I LOVE YOU R.I.P
now time to slack!...
ok gtg bb blog again!

2009-08-29T02:21:00.000-07:00

Teacher's Day Celebration @Orchard Hotel ,29th August 2009

Ytd was crazy i spoiled my image i supose to be quiet and shy ar..
but ...

not to spoiled mood so being supportive!

so happy all my teachers got lucky draw prizes expect me but it ok i enjoyed the day!

it fun.

We were having game time and simei was the worst with only 30 points.

Cant be the winner and dont be the last!

I took the beer competiton!

Gosh!

I HATE BEER!

AND WE GOT TO SUCK FROM STRAW WHICH IS COMBIMED WITH 2 TO 3 STRAWS WITHOUT TOUCHING THE CUP AND STRAWS!

WOW~

Out of expectation I WON!

I HELP SIMEI WON 100 POINTS!

So happy!^^,

I almost got chocked!

My competitors were fast too!

Were all getting ready!

No lucky draw never mind, no prizes never mind!

Was happy enough to have the fun!

Thanks for my teachers and principle for being so supportive!!!

Three cheers for us!Wee!

^^,

Love SIMEI-ELFA STAFFS!

2009-08-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

Recently i had nightmare, dreaming am betrayed by my baby!
it so scary and heartbreaking!='<
But I trust him.
!!!I know it will never be the true! NeverNeverNever!!!

???Because he knows how much I love him! Isnt it baby???

?After so much of hardship and time seperated, i finally understand what is "Love"means?
-Love (Show me more love verbally)^^
-Care
-Corncen
-Trust
-Support
-Understanding
-Forgiving
-Give and Take
-Respect(No vagalrities) okay baby?^^
-Always be there no matter what. (Will you always be there for me?)
-Help to get his wishes

Now i relise how much I love you... Althought we sepreated for more than 3 years.
My Love had never change... It so strong so difficult to giveup so difficult to forget althought i tried i hid but was in vain.

Now i got the chance to be with you again unexpectedly i'm really appreciated you.
You are just that special to me.
And I just love you so much without reasons.

I LOVE YOU BABY,SNG JIAN WEN THOMAS!-You are my destiny!(Never be replace)
(I'm fated to love you)

p/s:Hope i'm being love as much as i love you and being appreciated.

Noone is to taken you always from me even it cost my life unless you want to let go.
But i trust that will never happen!^^

2009-08-15T00:18:00.000-07:00

Boring Saturday!

I just simply love him!

I love the ways he hug me to sleep everynight!

Love the gentle side of him!

He cute!

He sweet!

And I simply fall for him sooooooo much!

Love Sng Jian Wen Thomas Lots!

Mucks!<3

Ps: Dear rmb when our anniversary? It less than 2 months away!

Think u oso dunneo when!Sad!

2009-07-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

boring day!

webcam shot shot shot!

2009-07-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

ytd went rounding...

at the same time we celebrated karen's birthday in advance which should b on the 20th july.

it a mini surprise from us( darren, adam, me, edwin and friends) and i hope she like it.=)

we went to chong pang and had nasi lemak.

slack awhile and guys start to talk about their past!

what a topic -(playboy)can!

hate it!

guys happily enjoyed their conversation and girls were all silent.

off we go...

rounding... off we go.

have no ideal where they gong.

was sleeping in the car, too tired after school and work.

OH MY GOODNESS!

they went to Changi.O C H!

so SCARY can

it so DARK!

we went in!

thr road path was dark!

on the way in all of us were bitten by ants!

Luckily gate locked and cant go in.

YES!

hahas!

off we go, we went to the beach slack awhile and we went back home.

4 plus le, so tired and i off to sleep.

woke up about 4 pm in the noon.

went to NTUC with hubby to buy foods for cooking.

hubby is the cheft and i'm the assistant.

hahas^^

finally, 6 plus then i ate my very first meal!

now then got time to blog...

hahas

hmmm.... nothing to blog liaox le

hahas

bb~

tune into facebook now.

2009-07-11T08:44:00.001-07:00

MISS MISS MISS

I MISS MY HUBBY SNG JIAN WEN THOMAS!!!!

Hubby went to Malaysia for fishing on friday, saturday and will only come back tomorrow evening.

I could'nt sleep well last night cos i miss him.

guess tonight too.

I really miss him soooo much!

Wondering if he had a proper meal?

got enough rest?

did he enjoy?

got catch lots of fishes?

GOT MISS ME?

I cant wait for tomorrow!

I really miss him!

2009-07-05T01:04:00.000-07:00

Wow~

Ytd is thr third time club

Went with hubby, darren,karen, edwin, his gf. edwin's 2 frenz, kelly and shawn.

Later darren cousin came with her gf.

we drank 2 bottle of chivas.

Everyone get high and we drink non-stop for hours!

Gosh, dance till my leg pain and cramp all bcos i wear HEEL!

Worth it cos I enjoyed it fun!

Wow~ What a wonderful nite @ REBEL~

2009-06-28T23:40:00.001-07:00

Dear stop it, I hate it!

Loves!

2009-06-24T07:29:00.001-07:00

POOR ME

SICK & BROKE!!!

2009-06-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

SUAI AR!!!!~~~~

Yesterday went for mahjiong again first time lose so much can.
I lose $111.!!!
Gosh.
Now super broke.!!!

Haix bo $$$$ liaox le la~

2009-06-19T20:54:00.000-07:00

Pray Pray Pray

was nag by my grandma that no one care about my mother thought there I realize that I'm really a failure.
I don't even know what happen to my parent.
My mother was having a TUMOR !!!
which cause her lungs to be very pain.
I'M SO WORRIED.
I just couldn't help thinking of it.
I scare it might be CANCER!!!
GOD BLESS~
Her appointment is Tuesday I wanna go with her as I scare she will hide the truth from me.
BUT I was not allow to take leave as school was down with staff.
so I asked Shiqi to go.
I HOPE SHE FINE!
GOD BLESS~
The day after i realize what happen to my mummy, my daddy fall down during work.
I don't even know!!!
I'm really a FAILURE!
I'm NOT A GOOD DAUGHTER!
SORRY MUMMY &DADDY!
I LOVE YOU BOTH!
I HOPE YOU ALL WILL BE HAPPY &SAFE!
I'm willing to scarified even my life to exchange your health and happiness.

GOD BLESS~

2009-06-13T09:28:00.000-07:00

!#@!$#@%$^%*&(*)(*&^$%#@$!@$#@!$

Ma De I'm super SIAN can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-08T06:57:00.000-07:00

Dear
never neglect me.
never reject me.
never scold me.
It hurts!

Let me see that you are the right one I'm looking for and I had never wrong.
[WO SHI ZHEN DE ZHEN DE HEN AI NI]

Thank dear finally yesterday you bring me out.
I'm very happy.=)
Love you dear my baby THOMAS.

Wahaha~

2009-06-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

I want nothing but your love.
I dont mind if you wealth or poor.
I dont mind anything as long as I with you.
I SIMPLY LOVE YOU WITH NO REASONS!
I love you.
And I can giveup anything just for you.
Please dont hurt me again like how it is in the past.
It terrible.
When you are gone, you left me empty.
My soul was taken away and I became another person.
Althoug these few years we were apart but my feeling for you are still strong.
It still hurt when I see you with her but who know?who care?
I still have to put on the mask and carry the show.
It hurt.
I still can remember all those sence when you are with her.
I was just nothing and so transparent to you.
Bleed~
Round and round we are back together again.It was like a miracle.Icouldnt believe and I was so happy.
Now you were all mine.
Things in your cupboard keep makes me remind her.
Remind me that I'm the extra.
Remind me that how much you love her.
Remind me how important is she to you.
I tried HARD to avoid SEEING all the stuff I HARD tried to FORGET.
BUT i just CANT!
"Especially when I see the ABLUM"
It show how happy you were when with her, how much she meant to you, how much you love her.
I HOPE I HAD NEVER SEEN IT AND I CAN FORGET WHAT I SEE!!!!!
Yes I am jealous I hate my self that I just could get her out of your heart hate myself for not able to let you love me more.
I HATE myself!
BUT I will never giveup I will still work hard and I want you to see that I truely love you, no one will LOVE YOU MORE THAN I DO!

WHAT LOVE?

-HATEHATE HATE!
-LOVELOVELOVE!
-JEALOUSJEALOUSJEALOUS!

I just want a simple life.
I just need you to be by myside no matter what.

2009-06-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

Stupid Idiot boss!

My hubby had been working from morning 9 am till now lei.

He must be very tired.

Cant finish tomorrow ma?!

Bite!

Sob my poor hubby=(

2009-06-01T05:22:00.000-07:00

No matter how hard I work I tired I put in I will never replace her.

You had proven to me.

But I will still love you cos LOVE IS BLIND!

29.05.09

2009-05-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

Finally it weekend after 5 hard working day.

But tonight hubby is not there for me.

Sad.

He went to fish again.

I know he love fishing and I will not stop him.

But I hope he know a limite.

Love him with all hearts.

Love, love,love <3

Mucks

28.05.09

2009-05-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

Happy Happy Happy!!!

Hahas so happy...

Hubby so long never go school feth me le . Yesterday out of sudden he himself said want to fetch me.

Hahas love him mucks<3

2009-05-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

Don't ever mention that name!!!

It make me feel i cant even win a death.

So angry.

I know it kind of silly to be jealous over this but women is like this.

Is'nt it?

2009-05-13T05:47:00.000-07:00

THOMAS SNG JIAN WEN

YOU THIS IDIOT!

BLOG IS NOTHING!!!
NOTHING!!!
NOTHING!!!

I SAID AGAIN:
" I JUST SIMPLY LOVE YOU.
NO MATTER HAPPY OR SAD, WEALTH OR POOR, I WILL STAY BY YOUR SIDE.
WHATEVER YOU DO, I APPRECIATED.
WHATEVER I GIVE, I NEVER THINK OF GAIN.
I LOVE BEING WITH YOU.
HATE TO BE WITHOUT YOU.
WHATEVER WORDS OR ACTIONS MEANS ALOTS TO ME.

THOMAS SNG JIAN WEN,

I, LINDA LOH MIN'ER LOVE THOMAS SNG JIAN WEN AND I
WLL BE WITH HIM NO MATTER HAPPY OR SAD, POOR OR WEALTH.

LOVE HIM FOR NO REASONS JUST SIMPLY LOVE HIM!

I LOVE MY HUBBY THOMAS SNG JIAN WEN!!!

2009-05-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

Scary Nightmare!!!

This stupid nightmare woke me up @ 2.28am
and I could not sleep after it.
After "ROTI PRATA" myself for some time then I finally fell asleep.
Woke up @ 6.30
and now I so tired... =.="

Have been dreaming the same things for 3 times!(What does it mean?)
Please stay away from me, it kinda scary!
Please!

I want a peaceful sleep and hope it never come true.

God Bless!~
Loves~ <3>

2009-04-15T05:15:00.000-07:00

Just knocked off

Reached home around 7.35

Blogging and msn... Boring.

Was all alone @ hungry...

Waiting for hubby for dine , he still doing his delivery.

6.15 called and told me that he had 6 more places to go

i msg him @ around 7, no reply.

Just given him a call... was given attitude tone.

Well mayb I too irritating or bother him from work ba.

I just cant dont sms him for one day, i tried many times, but failed.

Cos I miss him.

But I know he dont like,feeling I checking on him.

Wel, but I not.

Just want him to know i CARE.

But he never know.

2009-04-15T05:06:00.001-07:00

I WANT I WISH...

-Crazy shopping with friends($$$)

-Crazy neoprint ($$)

-Crazy K with friends($$)

-Watch horror movie"s"($)

-Go prawn prawn ($$)

-Go catch a big bear($$)

-Hope my hair grow long long long(Stupid idiots cut till my hair spoils)

-Reborn(Ex ex ex $$$)

- It had been almost a years that I had wanted to go up to flyer with love($$)

All this needs $$$$$

No increasement of $salary

No money No want No wish

Haix =(

Sad life

When will it come true?

2009-04-13T23:58:00.000-07:00

YOU GIVE ME A EMPTY LOVE.

-love is missing
-care is missing
-corncen is missing
-though is missing
-security is missing

-fear is there
-tears is there

I found myself so useless I am unable to touch you for what I had done for you and make you appreciate me and smooth the relationships.

I FAILED. BUT I REALLY TRIED MY BEST LE.

GOD BLESS.
I need a listen ear.

2009-04-13T23:51:00.000-07:00

Just finished seeing doctor and had my packed away food.

Actually wanted to meet him to keep him company, but he went out with his sister.
Last miutes and ask me along.
To buy their stuff, eat and help his daddy take things.

See he asked me go eat and come back meet him and I did of what he said.
Now he asked me go out eat.

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!!

Just what the hell happen to me or to me and him?!!!
Whoo can tell me.

When I angry and upset it seem to be fine and no worry to him.

"WO SHUO BU LIAO LE!"

Is he human? Does he has feelings?

I really dont understand...

I hate it, I hate myself.
I have been cry baby for this month.
Quarrel and cry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Enough le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pls have a though for me!
"Wo zhen de hao nan guo."

ZHEN DE!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-13T22:05:00.000-07:00

13.04.09

As usual I am surpose to meet hubby for dinner.

But he went out to play billard with Ben and Dai ti.

As uausl, I stay home and waited for him.

Tomorrow I have to work early and I got to wake up at 6AM as my daddy wont be fetching me.

Bike broke down.

Therefore, I sms hubby and asked him to come back early so i can rest early.

Waited and waited.

I sms him at 10.38 and was told he on the way.

11.20 he was still on the way.

So angry.

He lied to me.

You dont have to take 1 hrs time to travel from East Coast to KB.

Attitude, Angry and Upset me.

I angry he did not be frank to me, he lied to me and he never think for me.

Selfish.

As usual, I am surpose to sleep over at his place.

I sms him and told him forget it dont meet le.

But soft hearted and I did went over.

Attitude me keep complaining and end up quarrel.

He did not apologised for his faults at first and yet shouted at me.

What to do? What can I said?

But to shut up.

Am I asking too much?

No.

I just want you to have a though for me.

I complain cos I want you to understand and realise how I feel.

Not to quarrel with you.

But Miscommunication alway lead us to quarrel.

Just how much I stand in you?

Just how much you love me?

I can only see I'm a failure girlfriends.

But I have been trying very hard really to give you th best and keep the relationship smooth.

I lost it once I dont wish to lost it again.

I had never regret being with you cos I simply just love you too much.

Dear is it very difficult to be have more care and corncen, love and though towards me?

I dont know and I want to know

I'm just afraid to lost you.

God bless.

2009-04-13T21:21:00.000-07:00

14.04.09

Good morning...

I was sick and stay @ home.
Having bad flu and a bit cough.
o.O"

Hubby went for his interview @ 8 and I contiuned my sweet dream @ his place.

Hungry and hungry...
I wated for him back to have breakfast.

He came back and I asked him to go breakfast.
But was told eaten.

Just wondering why he didnt ask me if i want eat anything since he downstair eating with his friends or will he be more corncen to buy me a packet of food?

I asked him to go have my breakfast but was told he tired and want to sleep.
=(
Am I asking too much?
I just want you to go breakfast and see doctor with me and you can contiuned to sleep later.

I reali dont know, dont understand !
=(

I willing to do as much as I can for you, but will you be the some like me?
I have been trying to work very hard to be a good girlfriend but what i seem from you I'm failed.

I have been trying to give you all the best I have.
(I saved for our needs, for you not to stress with $ issues, and will have enough if you need for your own.) I have been doing so much, you saw it? you feel it?

I know I alway complain but that does not mean I want to quarrel or I am very " Xiao Qi".
I just want you to understand and realise how I am feeling.
But you alway dont understand, thinking that I am always complaining and want to quarrel.
"Dear, I'm no I'm not !"

I sent a sms to you complaining yet you told me to find a "BETTER ONE"
Before you said did you think how I feel?

Think you now still happily enjoying your sleep.

"LINDA LOH MIN'ER, YOU ARE NOTHING COMPARE TO HER."
" WORTHLESS"
"STUPID"
"HE DONT LOVE YOU"

I dont know and I dont wish to know.
I'm breaking down.
=(

>Leave me alone.
>All i need is a warm loving and caring hugs .
>Sercurity.

"I SIMPLY LOVE HIM"
XM:" You shall know HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM"

FLU FLU FLU

2009-04-12T00:56:00.000-07:00

Another Wasted Weekend =(

Haix time was all taken up for work, school and assignment, reali have no time.

I want freedom and time!

How much i wish i got a long holidays.Regret for not studying hard and now got to work double hard.

haiz=(

I was so boring now =(

Doing my school assignment and preparing my teaching aid.

Sianx.=(

Missing my hubby so much... he went to fish.

Hope he catch a lot! ^^

2009-04-08T10:01:00.000-07:00

Shout!:Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling so vexed!=(

Today i miss my hubby so much but will never know.

During my lunch break, I msg him to ask if he can come fetch me?No reply.

Call him, Phone off.

An hour later, he called and told his phone no reception.

I asked why took u so long. He said" I with adam wash car ma."

I was curious why is it so long and i asked.

Well, i got nothing but scolded again.

" why must wash so fast lei", he said. and send me a sms: " I already told you i with adam wash car, why must you ask why so long?" " I really dont like it like you checking on me."

Sad =( sad =(sad =( He asumed that I know he wash his car with adam "themself" and not give ppl wash( petrol station- car wash).

Before I can explain myself of my curiousness i got all the scolding.

I told him that i have FTT test today last mins well i know it my faults( but he alway meet his friends last mins too- he got the feeling i feel now?)He angry and said dont meet.

After my FTT, i msg him meet later and I was told he playing billard.

I msg him again and asked what time he back but, No reply.

I reached KB and went to eat with keat.

He meet edwin, bee and keat'd friend mahjiong while i wait for hubby.

He reched home, He walked past and i was so happy.

My greeting was ignore.

I went over to his place to get my pillow and now, i back @ my ah ma hse and didnt went over his place as he going out to eat.

I cant go cos tml i still have to work.

During this momemt, we didnt faced each others or talked.

Dear: Actually i have been trying to find time to company you, but i were mostly left behind by you.

I know you need your freedom. I wont stop you.

Just to hope you know that how much you mean to me and how much i need you.

I have been wishing till now.... I really hope you know.

Hope we can be as loving as we are. Peace and love.

=(i dont want quarrel le, hao ma=(

Goodnight.

(Another Tears night...)

2009-04-04T21:11:00.000-07:00

Dear can we stop always quarreling.

I hate it =(

Because I love you.

2009-04-04T01:25:00.000-07:00

ANGRY!

Now @ hubby's place with xiaobee and adrian.

Adrian going down to meet jiabao and ask if thomas want go.

I wanted him accompany me so i dont want him go.

I threatented to said if he go dont contact me.

He got angry and went out to told adrian that i "SIAO!"

Like what i always said he never understand how much i need him.

Forget it.I think i must stop myself not to need him so much.

2009-04-03T23:49:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was another boring day!

Hubby went to meet his friends to play lan.

Not to be left alone.

I meet Yanru and we went to CINI take neoprint and to shaw house to watch the SHINJUKU INCIDENT!

(MUST WATCH MUST WATCH!!!)Damn nice!!!

I asked hubby to fetch me home.

The show just started and he finished his lan already.

Waiting to fetch me, he finds his friends and go for billard till i'm done.

We reached home and i went to bed while he play his DOTA.

LIGHT OFF!

He came to bed and woke me up.

He asked me to open my eyes and said "Happy Birthday to me with a KISS!"

Hahas so sweet of deardaer

So sweet of him. Loves him. <3>

2009-04-03T22:39:00.000-07:00

02.04.2009

THANK LADIES!!!

I was so surprised!!!

The stuff in ELFA brought me a cake!(Celebrate earlier as i on leave the next day)

Thank ladies for your cake and hongbao.

Loves you ladies!

!:Which ELFA the best?: SIMEI the best! Hahas

Loves

2009-04-01T22:48:00.000-07:00

WHO KNOWS ME?

I hate to be left alone.

No one understand how lonley i am.

haiz...

I need him more than what he think i need.

No matter what just simply loves him so much.

("v")

2009-04-01T02:46:00.000-07:00

Tired and Sad Day!!!

It so tirng as i only slept for 3 hrs.

I went to work as uausal.

Taking half day off, i shal be going off @ 1 but i stay half an hrs more just to do my stuffs.

As what we agree "Hubby was to picked me up but he didnt"

cos he overslept .

I went back home myself and he fetched me from kallang.

Well at least better than not fetching me. I must be contented.=X

We went to wash van and we went to Lavander for his "breakfast" and my "lunch".

Back to KB, back home .

He played his DOTA and I went to sleep as I will be meeting theresa for assignment!( Sian!!!) =(

Time up!!! Hubby woke me up late and my phone didnt ring too.

As what we agree before i went to sleep i asked him to fetch me go later he didnt said anything and i treat it as YES.

But again he didnt fetch me!!! I'm so angry!!!

Well whatever i cant be bother with him! If not i will be angry forever and will have highblood pressure.

I called daddy and he coming to fetch me there.Heex Heex ^^

"Daddy the Best!" Love you Daddy!!!

Ops daddy waiting for me i got to go!!! byebye!!!

2009-04-01T02:27:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday GuoWei!!!

Yesterday is gw's birthday.Hapy Happy to you!!!

After my a tiring day of work i still got to go fo class. =.="(Sian)
For the sake of watching "HOUSEWIVES HOLIDAYS"i went back during the break time by giving her some her"REASONS"Opps hahas.
Last mins aroud 8plus hubby msg me and told me that we are going out to celebrate gw's birthday and we are catching 11 plus movie (12 Rounds).
I reached home around 8.45 and take a rest and do my own facial mask.
Hubby called and i told him i just reach home.
He told me hurry and he went back to get a change. Since the movie start 11 puls i tot i can get a shower before going. @#@$%#^% there he start again and msg me that "i have no time. really!!!" My blood boiled and i hated to be rush and got scolded @$#@%$ for no wrong of mine as he didnt told me that we will be going early.I hated that , he always like to assumed!!! Well after all PEACE!!!

We all met downstair:Guowei, Ah fai, Ah bee, Cher Siong and Edmummd.Sop,Lun ,Adam and Huiqin meet us @ps for movie later.
Off we go:we went to MS as huby want to eat SAKAE.I told hime it closing soon @ 10 and he said "NO LA, 11!".When we reached it REALLY CLOSE!!!
So we decided to went down to Cinileisure. We went to HONGKONG CAFE to eat !Yummy!!! ^^
Here smoking sessions again!!! They happily took their own sweet time smoking .
11.35 movie "Sold out" and we got to watch 1.55 gosh!!!
As not to be the mood spoiler and to give face to gw. I agree and went to watch.

Oh no, we were left with more than 2 hrs before the movie start. We went to play darts game, catching bear baer, K pool and eat. I wre so lonely not i want to EMO. Hubby always got friends and he can forget all about me so i just follow the group and wallked at the back. So sad but he will never understand i need him.=( Well finally,TIMEUP!!! YEAH "i were so happy cos I really tired!

When the movie start for a while i slept. Hahas waste $$$
Movie ended @ 4 and smoke sessions began .We left Cini @ 4 and we reached home @ 4.15.
I merrily jumped to bed and fall asleep.

I got to wake up in 3 more hrs!!! Tired!!
But i hope gw were happy ^^ yesterday.
Sorry all is not i want to anti socail or EMO i'm just sad to be left alone!=(

2009-03-30T04:52:00.000-07:00

THANK SWEETHEART!!!

LOVE YOU!!!

Hahas... after a tired day meeting dear for dinner at downstair.

He told me he brought me a gift but I dont believe.

He give me a card and it was "Citigems members card".

Well I just kept it.

He was going out to play lan with his friends and I'm about to go home and he said"take it back" at first really didnt noticed. But indeed it true.

He brought really brought me a gift!!!Hahas ^^-Happy Happy!!!

He brought me a Rosella necklace with pendent and a silver leg bracelet.^^ Thank Baby!!!Love you!!

LOVE THOMAS SNG JIAN WEN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!

THANK THANK THANK BABY!!!

2009-03-29T02:21:00.001-07:00

What A Boring Day !!!

wake up @ 10 plus and waited for hubby to wake up and had breakfast.

I were so hungry and my gastri pain again.(Cant tahan le)

No choice but to go down and buy LUNCH.

We ate prawn mee together and he back to sleep again.

I were so boring and cant get to sleep.

I went back home and he ignore me and back to his sleep. (kinda angry,well used to it le)

Iwere left all alone at home and doing nothing so sian.

Got assignment to do !STRESS!!!

SO BORING!!!WHAT A DAY!!!

2009-03-28T08:29:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Daddy!!!

Today is my daddy the 46th Birthday! ^^

We went to bedok block 416 recommended by Mdam Ng to eat. We eat cereal prawn, fish,vegetable,pork ribs, toufu, egg,salad youtiao and longan almond jelly. Yummy Dishes!!!

After that we went back to tpy and we slacked downstair and now at my cousin's house.

Where my boy?
He not there for me... He went to sembawang park with his friends to catch crabs till morning. I shows dont mind but actually i very mind.Well i understand he like to be with his and i shall not stop him as long he happy.

I'm feeling rather lonely and insercue.But who to turn to?

Got to go home le.
Lonely night.

2009-03-28T04:02:00.000-07:00

Angry Angry Angry!!!

I hate that u always must talk or scold me @#$#@%#(bad words)

Hate it Hate it Hate it!!!

Angry Bite!!!~

2009-03-20T23:14:00.000-07:00

skip class again.hahas
that class is too boring.=(

just finished mapling.

now doing nothing at home waiting for my mummy to go do nails.It pamper time.
*^^* loves loves

i misses my sweetheart now.
Baby i miss you!!!!

waiting for u to be back from work and go catch crabs!!!heex loves,

IT SO BORING NOW.=(

2009-03-20T04:18:00.001-07:00

Sick and Tired

So sick =( I having diarrhoea for 2 days up to more than 10 times.(pi pi pain le la)

finally today fridays!!! Yeah ^^

tomorrow i skip lesson hahas? who wan jio me out?

hees^^

2009-03-17T22:48:00.000-07:00

Now lunch time. I'm so bored =(

I miss my baby Thomas Sng Jian Wen.

He always dont miss me cos he didnt sms me.

Sad and I really miss him so much.

("Dear I Miss You")

♡My First Time Using Blog♡

2009-03-17T02:16:00.000-07:00

Argh!!!!

Finally I created a blog of mine. It so confused!!! But at least i did it with darling helps.

Thank you Dear^^

♡Love You♡